2 months have passed since then.
So many stuff happened around me.
One thing is that I haven’t been there yet. I haven’t felt the air, smelled, heard, or seen my Tohoku. So maybe I’m not understanding any reality.
Nowadays, I can get any information live wherever I live. I heard about the earthquake, and I watched tsunami coming with little delay. Sure some information migt be exaggerated, and other might not be toled at all. But maybe I saw and heard more than my friends did in Tohoku.
My friends in Tohoku didn’t know about the reality of tsunami area till a couple of weeks later. I watched the tsunami situations of several places live. The thing is that I was still able to sleep at night. It was not like my friends who couldn’t sleep as they feared another earthquake. I guess this is what it means to be and not to be in the reality.
I experienced another reality here in Vancouver. So many people stood up and took actions for Japan. They couldn’t help doing more than just watching news. I was one of those. Well, in my case, I was more with selfish reasons. I didn’t have confidence to deal with this disaster in my hometown by myself. I wanted to be with other people. I didn't want to go through this situation alone.
Indeed, it worked out. It helped me a lot that I went out of my house, spent time with people, and worked with them. Maybe I knew unconsciously that I needed to be with people.
What’s more, the place I was at for these 2 months was the hub of Japan earthquake relief. What this means is that people who were there were those who were concerned with my hometown and wanted to do something for the people there. There might have been other reasons than this, but fundamentally, this is why they were there, visited the office, or contacted us. It was such a good feeling to be surrounded such an atmosphere. Sure not everyone there knew that I’m from Tohoku, but I knew. So I was really thankful everyday.
I met with many many people. I experienced a lot of good wills every day. Of course not everything went smoothly as we had such a variety of people, but you know everyone had a good intention, so it should work out. And I think it did. I do feel if we had this much of variety and still everything went smoothly, that’d be weird. Don’t you think so? I even feel what we’ve done is really amazing thinking about the variety that we had.
Well, I’m writing in the past tense, but this does not mean things are over, we still keep doing some stuff. Just I am no longer at the office everyday, and I started doing other things as well.
In these 2 months, I met with so many wonderful people. Since I speak both Japanese and English, I got to know 2 worlds, I met with more people, and I was helped in many different ways. I learned a lot. I had never appreciated the fact that I speak 2 languages this much before.
I think though what happened there was quite simple: help those who need help. Just do what we can do. If a bit of my effort can help somebody a lot, why just don’t do a bit of the effort? And when I need help, accept someone’s offer and appreciate it. Quite simple, right? It doesn’t need to be your family or friends; whoever in front of you may be able to help you or you may be able to help them. Then, let’s do it. That’s what I am reminded.
In Japan my friends who live out of Tohoku go to Tohoku for volunteering. So many people in BC are doing a lot of things. My friends in Tohoku have started sending me some good news.
It would still take a lot of time to get back to the situation before the earthquake. But I know the strength of Tohoku people. We’ve always lived with severe nature, so we are much stronger than those in urban areas.
I am proud of being a Tohoku person. So it’s hurting that I am not there at this moment. But maybe there is a reason that I’m here in Vancouver. So I will do what I can do from here as a Tohoku person.
2 months have passed since then, and this is what I thought.
The photo is sakura in Tohoku, sent from my friend.
BC Japan Earthquake Relief Fund